备课的时候很无聊,而且在此之前会有点boring,总感觉生活一直在太routine的运转,运转。可没办法的go on。 I just told me, hey girl, just go on as it was before, just go on is ok no matter what u will meet, what will happen, just keep ur direction. 学生带给我的尊敬,和关心倒是很安抚我,下课后,我走出教室,经过后门时,有学生专门探出脑袋来说:老师再见。而且经常会有问候的短信,不告诉我名字,只是想问候我一下,赵磊一直说要请我去吃KFC,端午节那天他说,以后有时间一定要去,yup, I promised him. Of course, even so, only me can pay for his. I coz I am his teacher. Wonderful feelings really。 I love them. What they need just love from the teachers who know much more than them, I know them. Coz I am a student at the same time. A guy told me that I just take the advantage that I am a female before my students. I didn’t deny it. Frankly, it does work. Coz I’m a female, then in my class, I am more attractive for the male students. It is some truth in a measure. I didn’t deny this kind fact. But why not? I just have such advantage, then I make full use of it. No guilty from it. I’m successful to a large degree, they get the knowledge they want, and also at the same time love me so much, and enjoy my class so much. I get the salary from the work. A fair game. 开始偶尔的思索未来,不再持续的象以前那样的困惑迷茫,开始悄悄的做一些准备,思想上的,行动上的。开始有规划的计划一些事情,I must prepare everything before the most difficult thing coming. Now I’m trying, trying my best. What I say is I’m trying, even though the fail ness is waiting for me. I don’t care, I have the dream, what I’m doing now is just trying to finish it. I give myself one promise, then I desperately wish I can finish it. Then girl, it is a contract between u and inside me. Believe in urself, go ahead, and never turn back! NEVER! I don’t care what before me maybe, I don’t care how hard I will be, just keep going ahead is ok. IF U LOVE ME, THEN PLEASE LOVE MY DOG..
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